Did everyone die?
Feb. 17th, 2003 10:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Pitchshifter - [W.Y.S.I.W.Y.G.]--- So, everyone i know, almost, gets a fuckin snow day today. Because they get snow. Thank you Georgia. Not only do i get no snow day, i get no president's day. So i can't send mail to those to whom... etc. Fuck it. I have to go see an advisor, today. (Pitchshifter - [Please Sir]). That means Bastardliness, in abundance, because i'm not going to get anywhere by Asking for it. I'm going to have to Demand the things i want and need, and demand that They give them too me.
I've noticed that i've seemed a lot more arrogant, recently. Found something from an old teacher, who said that i only listened to hear myself speak, and that i was arrogant, and ignorant, because i had said that there was nothing i felt i needed to learn. All of this, looking back upon, i could see, but the thing that surprised me was the fact that she then went on to say that "It's not that you don't make valid points, Damien. Indeed, most of your points are very valid indeed." (Pitchshifter - [Disposable]). That's the thing that bothered me, looking back on it... i could be that arrogant, that misguided (thinking that there was nothing for me to learn), yes, even that disrespectful to people, and yet still be right, on many fronts... that jarred me. I want to slap the old me, sometimes. He pissed so many people off. But it was retaliation. All we can do is hope that he learned.
So, as for the advisement office, i need money for gradschool, i need to know about Hope. I need to know how far i am from and what i have to do to obtain my Bachelor's.
Dreamed of being in a math modeling class, and hating it. Immensely.
Shit. Time for class. Not like the professor's going to be on time. He never is.
Later.
I've noticed that i've seemed a lot more arrogant, recently. Found something from an old teacher, who said that i only listened to hear myself speak, and that i was arrogant, and ignorant, because i had said that there was nothing i felt i needed to learn. All of this, looking back upon, i could see, but the thing that surprised me was the fact that she then went on to say that "It's not that you don't make valid points, Damien. Indeed, most of your points are very valid indeed." (Pitchshifter - [Disposable]). That's the thing that bothered me, looking back on it... i could be that arrogant, that misguided (thinking that there was nothing for me to learn), yes, even that disrespectful to people, and yet still be right, on many fronts... that jarred me. I want to slap the old me, sometimes. He pissed so many people off. But it was retaliation. All we can do is hope that he learned.
So, as for the advisement office, i need money for gradschool, i need to know about Hope. I need to know how far i am from and what i have to do to obtain my Bachelor's.
Dreamed of being in a math modeling class, and hating it. Immensely.
Shit. Time for class. Not like the professor's going to be on time. He never is.
Later.
