wolven7 | Aug. 21st, 2006

Faith & the Muse - [Sredni Vashtar]--- I'm not doing too well on the silver roads and pathways, lately, as bopth technology and communication seem to be failing me in ways that I can't fix, by myself. I'm trying to square the circle, mind you, but the idea of interaction with... new people... old people.. On some level, anyone, just disgusts me and makes me want to hunker down in a room, and get my work done. I feel like a mad fucking scientist.

It's bad when you identify with Dr. Herbert West.

My phone fails me and this place is dying its seasonal death. The car situation is wonderful, but I've nearly been sideswipped twice, since getting it. Things are strange in the realm of travel and communication.

Blondie - [Heart of Glass]--- Maybe I Am just being too sensitive. Perhaps I'm taking this cycle too personally, and I need to learn to take my own advice. Every situation is an opportunity tochange into a better vresioon of you; to evolve, a little bit. MAybe that's what I need to do, here.

Tonight, Thinking Man Tavern in Decatur, 6pm, Religious Studies gather.

Wednesday, 8pm, Raging Burrito (also in Decatur), Philosophy Gather. Let's see if I can't get this bullshit on track, eh?

It kind of makes me want to stab people in the eye, but I wont do that. No. Gets me nowhere but jail. I need to get some writing done.

Dreams were of old components of my mental landscape and women in the know telling me how to better prepare myself. (Beck - [Loser]). Obviously I don't remember anything about what she said. Something about the movie theater and comic shop in my head.

I'm going to make some plans, here (not really, plans fail me, these times; more like scaffoldings, wireframes), and we'll see what grows.

Food now, then leaving.