I just woke up... fifty minutes early...

Dreams of parties, and everyone loving me, by my simple nature (pheremones, of some sort), and it scared the fuck out of me. I woke up at 8.30, and thought, because of the quality of light, and the fact that my body has No Reason to wake up that early, again, that i had over slept, by about 11 hours. So my first waking thoughts (and shouts) were "What the fuck just happened to me?!"

I think it's still a valid question... I was thinking, the other night, about how my dad regularly get 3 hours of sleep, a night, and functions quite well, and so does my mom. I was asking for that ability. I wonder if this is my body acclimating that way... If so i'd like to know where and how to turn it off, when i want. Time to go back to meditation.

Going to go try to get some more sleep, before i Have to get up...

Ta.

Pheremones as neurolinguistic programming...

It wasn't just the pheremones, it was that, and higher emotional states, and other chemical reactions, all of which were set off, as soon as they sw me, or, in some cases, got too close to me.

I think i'm simply awake, now. My mind is piecing things together, and i've realised that i have some time, right now, to do some investigations, and some reconnaisance, on my own.

It's not that they are pheremones, rather it is that there are things that do what pheremones Do. The vector and function are the thing, here...

Poe & Mark Danielewski - [Hey Pretty (Drive-By 2000 Remix)]--- Smell incitinng taste, tactile, audio, and visiual memories. And put any of them in place of smell, to incite the rest. The conversation my father and I had, last night...

I'm... i need to go meditate, now. My head is still doing weird things, that feel like i'm being blocked from full understanding, of something or another.

I'll see you all later.

Today, in little detail...

Duke Ellington - [C Jam Blues]--- Classes went well, and I was reminded that i should Speak, for a number of reasons. 1) If i don't, someone else will, and I may not get the opportunity to counter them. 2) Even if I think they won't understand me, it'd be fun to do that to their heads, anyway, and 3) Fuck it; here's hoping they Don't understand. It's more interesting that way.

Discussed String Theory and the nature of consciousness, a fwe times, today, as well as the vibrational nature of the Rg Veda. Had a nice long conversation with Kenny, and realised that, as I read the material, it would probably help, a lot, to go through, a piece at a time, and write summaries of positions, such that, wehn it comes time to write a paper, a good chunk of the work is already completed. (Gorillaz - [Demon Days]). It takes a little bit more time, At the time, but it saves time and effort, in the long run, and keeps me from stressing out about things.

Sounds like a good plan...

Speaking of work, I need to go do some, right now. I'll see you kids later.

Funny... Always with the Nullification.

Didn't buy a book i thought i bought. Anyone have a copy of Plato's Symposium, which they could get to me, in the next few hours?

{EDIT: Beastie Boys - [Oh Word?]--- http://classics.mit.edu/Plato/symposium.html Found by mech_angel, because i was lazy >_<. Going to have to do some creative word-matching, tomorrow, to figure out pages...}

Ah well...

Off.