For what it's worth.

I'm sorry. I ducked, when i should have caught. Many people have told me true things, tonight, and i've been being too much of a pansy-assed, whiny, stubborn idiotbitch to do anything with them.

Yes, i am impatient, yes i do need to hold myself back, yes i do have people who are willing to help. You are all right.

Thank you, for taking the time. I'm sorry that all i did, in return, was give bullshit excuses.

Good night. Dream Well

Dear Gods... My family...

As of approximately 2 o'colck, this morning, I, Damien Williams, am an Uncle. The message from my step-mother, at nine, this morning, woke me up, and i think i sent an intelligible reply. Five hours sleep... and i'm awake, and can't get back to sleep..

Because i'm an Uncle...

Bernard Herrmann - [Twisted Nerve]--- I'm somehow not tired, anymore... Just kind of Here, and out of it. I'm getting a haircut (being the act of having the majority of your cranial hairs sheared, at some point lower th an that at which they were, prior), today. (Cranberries - [I Just Shot John Lennon]). Because i need a new start, and i'm willing to pay for it.

I'm out to do something, with this extra time.

Later.