Demolition Raze.

A day of broken down building, watching things resolve themselves into the modes that mean the most mean something. I miss people, and i'm finding that there are.......... informals...

I don't do well in groups. I don't play or work well with others. When i try to arrange something, it falls apart. When i let it happen, and simply work toward the friendship and family i want, it's... perfect. As soon as there is an ulterior motive, a set of something other than true connection, then it unravels.... The connection comes first, and anything that comes Out of that is strong. Works Well. But that connection is primary.

I end things, naturally. It takes Great feats of analysis to figure out the mechanisms by which i do it, or by which the ideas come to me... But it's important to understand your instincts.

I'm out to R Thomas. Later

10 things i've done that you probably havent...

Warren Zevon - [Genius]--- Stupid Memes, and their virulent nature...

1) Talked to my father about his work, on plasma cannons.

2) Been written an encouraging "Please Try Again" letter, by the State Department.

3) Thought up multiversal theory, when i was 8.

4) Gotten Neil Gaiman to admit a Published Lie, in a large public forum.

5) Talked to my minister mother about the prophetic history of my family.

6) Fuck it.

7) I'm not that interesting...

8) I know too many people who've done too many things.

9) I think there's only one thing separating me and them:

10) My Arrogance.

I thought i cared about this thing... But there just aren't enough thinkgs i've done that my friends haven't. They're my peers, for a reason...

BAh.. Fuck it,. i Really need to go to bed. Had a great time tonight, with everyone, all over the place... Good times.

Dream Well


{Edit: I created a new chemicl compound, once: Acids that turned solid, and only Increased in corrosive power, for doing so. Me and my best friends did that... That was pretty interesting.}

Long day. Little sleep.

4 hours and some change, was sleep... (Warren Zevon - [Lord Byron's Luggage]). 5 hours was work.' Need a nap, and food, not in that order.

Bought "I Heart Huckabee's", today, because that movie rocks.

I stopped that meme, this morning, because.. What the hell? I don't feel the need to ennumerate my deeds, like that... Thought i'd dig it, but i didn't. I like telling my stories as non-sequitors, or in relation to something direct... Not as blurbs in an "i'm cooler than you contest." You should already Know i'm cooler than you. The rest is elaboration. ;)

On a side note, i did once play Hermes, in my fourth grade class' reproduction of "Jason and the Argonauts." There are pictures of me, in the costume. Kind of a sky blue and gold combination. Years later, in learning more abotu Hermes, myself, and other interesting things i'd done, unknowing at the times, i had to laugh, at that... Messenger of the Gods, yo. ;)

Warren Zevon - [My Ride's Here]--- Off for food and a nap. Laters.

"Fuck you lady, that's what stairs are for!"

"Avenue Q" Original Broadway Cast - [Schadenfreude]--- God i love this soundtrack, and must see this play. It rocks hardcore ass.

"Rent," meets "Sesame Street." So. Fucking. Awesome.