Jan. 27th, 2005
It's a beautiful day.
Jan. 27th, 2005 10:18 amDreams of my mother and step-mother having met the Eagle Spirit, who found my sword inside the Kracken, where i left if, after climbing the outside of a castle/rampart/hill in a town, where there wer guards looking for me, and i had to get to stuff, in an underground base, without being seen. So i talked to the Eagle, who was also the Elemental (a.k.a The Swamp Thing), in the form of a red haired Dwarf, in golden armour. He was jovial, and laughed,m adn liked me, but also wanted to know why i was doing a lot of the things i was dooing. I took him to a class with me. My family and friends went to the movies, and i looked for proper shirts, so as to not be cold, and not get sicker. Walking to the car, and a brief argument with
nausved, over who got to ride shotgun.
Day off. Class.
Fun. Enjoy.
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Day off. Class.
Fun. Enjoy.
A day spent waiting to be properly heard.
Jan. 27th, 2005 06:38 pmThe Smiths - [Ask]--- I dreamed on the bus, on the way home, of a smoke gray/blue horse, with bloody fire fore eyes, and it was, and i quote the fabric of the dream, "Dancing in the Fields 'o 'Pocalypse."
All day i've been thinking about the distance, and the misconceptions people tend to have, of one another. Realised that, in trying so hard to get others to see, apprehend, understand, i end up making myself beholden to them, in other ways, seeking, conversely, their approval. Disturbing thought. Hard to simply live the ideals of universal change, but if it was easy, i probably wouldn't be doing it. Whatever.
This song makes me think of parties and things. (Coheed and Cambria - [Everything Evil]). This one too.
Anyway, there's a Party, onthe 18th of February, here, for Al's birthday, UnValentine's day, and a Fund Raiser, for the $240 Worth of Pudding party, in the spring, when it's warmer. Those who donate get to vote on flavour of pudding.
Something i keep meaning to ask you all: What does The Apocalypse mean to you? In all the connotations that phrase could have.
I'm off to think, and watch some TV. Probably the First Season of the West Wing, which i bought, yesterday.
Later.
All day i've been thinking about the distance, and the misconceptions people tend to have, of one another. Realised that, in trying so hard to get others to see, apprehend, understand, i end up making myself beholden to them, in other ways, seeking, conversely, their approval. Disturbing thought. Hard to simply live the ideals of universal change, but if it was easy, i probably wouldn't be doing it. Whatever.
This song makes me think of parties and things. (Coheed and Cambria - [Everything Evil]). This one too.
Anyway, there's a Party, onthe 18th of February, here, for Al's birthday, UnValentine's day, and a Fund Raiser, for the $240 Worth of Pudding party, in the spring, when it's warmer. Those who donate get to vote on flavour of pudding.
Something i keep meaning to ask you all: What does The Apocalypse mean to you? In all the connotations that phrase could have.
I'm off to think, and watch some TV. Probably the First Season of the West Wing, which i bought, yesterday.
Later.
He's standing on a silver mountain top...
Jan. 27th, 2005 10:51 pmTom Waits - [Trampled Rose]--- He's standing on a silver mountain top, all long flowing hair, shell-shocked eyes, and white flowy Moses beard. He's cradling something in the sleeves of his cloak, and he's caressing it, like a child he found, in the wild. (The Dresden Dolls - [Half Jack (Live)]). He looks down, on us, and sees us, as if for the first time, and we know he doesn't have any idea how long he's been up there. His daughter is 13, now.
He's speaking into the crook of his arm, and whatever he's got in there starts to glow, and pulsate, on a sub-sonic level. I can feel it in my stomach, and my bones are starting to vibrate with the weight of it, and i can't wait anymore. None of us can. We're getting antsy, and upset, now, and everyone's starting to shuffle, nervous. They can't see his eyes, the way i can. I know that, somehow, and that scares me, just a little. But i still have to know. He went inside, so long ago, and now he's back, with... something. The steel and glass are glimmering in the fire light, and sunset, and the holes in the infrastructure look like mouths in the garthering dark. He's still talking to it.
We can feel/hear the low frequency hum, and a higher keen, now, something that sets the teeth on edge, and sends the roaming packs to fits and howls. We feel it sweep through us, a whine like a dentist's drill (we still hear them in our nightmares), and we know that something isn't right. Something's gone all fuck-ways. And that's when he tosses it down.
He sweeps his arms wide, like Charlton Heston grasping his gun against talking monkeys, because a burning bush told him that the food of the future was people. And we see the flood of it, now. (Carmina Burana - [O Fortuna-Fortune Plango Vulnera]). It catches fire, as it loses contact with his robes, and makes contact with the air, and it patters down, and sizzles, slowly enough that we're still confused. They're still confused. When the houses catch fire, no one knows what to do, at first. They're confused, and the smell is what shocks them awake. The smell infects and curls its way into our minds, and we're there, on the ground, screaming, clutching our heads, trying to grasp our minds, and claw them out. Trying not to comprehend.
God has sent him back down and out, to fling Its shit, down upon us. I can't say we don't deserve it.
©Damien Williams. All Rights Reserved.
He's speaking into the crook of his arm, and whatever he's got in there starts to glow, and pulsate, on a sub-sonic level. I can feel it in my stomach, and my bones are starting to vibrate with the weight of it, and i can't wait anymore. None of us can. We're getting antsy, and upset, now, and everyone's starting to shuffle, nervous. They can't see his eyes, the way i can. I know that, somehow, and that scares me, just a little. But i still have to know. He went inside, so long ago, and now he's back, with... something. The steel and glass are glimmering in the fire light, and sunset, and the holes in the infrastructure look like mouths in the garthering dark. He's still talking to it.
We can feel/hear the low frequency hum, and a higher keen, now, something that sets the teeth on edge, and sends the roaming packs to fits and howls. We feel it sweep through us, a whine like a dentist's drill (we still hear them in our nightmares), and we know that something isn't right. Something's gone all fuck-ways. And that's when he tosses it down.
He sweeps his arms wide, like Charlton Heston grasping his gun against talking monkeys, because a burning bush told him that the food of the future was people. And we see the flood of it, now. (Carmina Burana - [O Fortuna-Fortune Plango Vulnera]). It catches fire, as it loses contact with his robes, and makes contact with the air, and it patters down, and sizzles, slowly enough that we're still confused. They're still confused. When the houses catch fire, no one knows what to do, at first. They're confused, and the smell is what shocks them awake. The smell infects and curls its way into our minds, and we're there, on the ground, screaming, clutching our heads, trying to grasp our minds, and claw them out. Trying not to comprehend.
God has sent him back down and out, to fling Its shit, down upon us. I can't say we don't deserve it.
©Damien Williams. All Rights Reserved.
Recently you've had strong hopes about various goals in your life, WOLVEN. You could be dreaming about purchasing a house in the near future. You could be thinking about asking a gorgeous certain someone out on a date. Or you might be envisioning a better job with more prestige. Today something that you've had your heart set on could move closer. You could get some encouraging news or have something "miraculous" unfold.
Well. That's tauntingly delicious.
20 minutes till break's over.
Now back to your regularly scheduled banality.
Well. That's tauntingly delicious.
20 minutes till break's over.
Now back to your regularly scheduled banality.