I've been feeling sick, a lot...

I'm pretty sure it's stress and anxiety and mental, but my stomach's been upset, a lot, recently...

And it's either mental, or i'm going to die. Or something else, entirely.

Whenever i have the time to go to the doctor, i guess we'll find out.

Gotta go to a study group. Later, all.

Stress and diet.

Need to to remember to eat more correctly... Do you have any idea how difficult it is to cook a decent meal, only for yourself? The phrase "What's the point?" come so readily to mind. I have two steaks, and no fresh vegetables, for sides. Granted, with the mney i have, coming in, i could buy enough, for me. But what's the point? If i'm the only one eating, why don't i just buy a frozen thing, from the store, and eat that?

I like to cook for people. I love to create something that is then destroyed, in the act of sustaining life, and not mentally or in a more esoterically physcal manner, as with art, or music. But the physical food... Well, let's just leave it at "i've always wanted to be a chef." I love cooking....

Must eat better... Go to store... &c.

Later.