The very merry month of "May."

Went over to the collective domicile of not_hothead_yet, cryptickisses, ladylabyrinth, aka_baphomet, and the_yellow_king, all adjunct mini-humans, and the non-human Feline Personages of Thelma and Julie, this evening, for the purposes of filmic viewings. This was most Certainly time well spent, and i have a few things to say, on this score. We were accompanied, in this adventure by several other people, all of whom were interesting coversationalists, with much in the way of thought capacity. We viewed two films, in each other's company, and we enjoyed them both, with much to discuss, afterwards. The films in question were "Paycheck," and "May."

I will definately say that "Paycheck" was better than i thought it would be, with only one moment that made me scream "Damn You, John Woo!" See the movie, and you'll know what i mean. But that's not what i'm here to say to you, this evening. Though you may *ahem* have guessed that, from the subject line...

"May" is a film about a 20-something year old girl, May, with no friends, except a Doll, given to her by her mother. She works in a veterinary clinic, as a Vet Assistant, helping with surgeries, and anything else. She's never had a human friend, and she's never had a boyfriend. She's awkward, shy, no one understands her, and her best friend-- the doll, Susie-- talks to her. We don't get to hear what she says, mind you, only May's responses.

This movie... I knew what was going to happen, in the first five minutes, from clips, and images... But that didn't matter. It was an amazing film, and it is most Certainly not for everyone. Though i still think you shoud see it, no matter who you are. ;) Do not fall into the trap of only looking at reviews of it, or only paying attention to the genre. See it. Dissect it, for yourself, and enjoy it, if you do, don't, if you don't. There are many layers of symbolism.

I will be buying this movie, next chance i get.

That said, i'm tired. Time for bed, and i'll see you all, in the daylight.

Dream Well

Home and Something Utterly Misconceived.

Current 93 - [Lucifer Over London]--- Dreams of several people i know, and Angelina Jolie, combined, as one person, who kept hitting on me, to distract herself, and me, from something that was happening, but i wouldn't let her. Combination of my current house and the old house in Gathersburg. Leviathan was there, in the background as Intrinsic female presence, watching. The Angelina Conglomeration kept kissing me, and i kept pulling away, because there was nothing, in her, that i wanted.

Very Fucked Up.

I'm going to go get my hairs cut, now. I'll talk to you kiddies, later.

Maybe with more about which i can talk. Sorted thoughts and feelings, about situations, and media, and... Whatever.

Yep. Downish...

Not feeling too well, physically or mentally. Probably something to do with being in the heat, today. And having a weird conversation with someone, who heard of me, though someone else.

I've felt off, ever since that little fiasco, the other day, resulting in 39 comments, a personal record for any lj entry of mine... Most of them hostile. It was a big, horrible thing, and there were... Well let's put it this way, i don't like being intruded upon, and poked at. Yeah, there are better reactions than "Back the fuck off, this is my house," but i am a Territorial Person, in many certain respects. It's a bad impression to make on someone who only recently shows up, but... Shit. That's Me. I am an angry, arrogant person, vehemently displeased with the state of society, and the world. For someone to come to what is basically My Space, and try to... criticize, refine, judge, Whatever, my works, as an introductory action? That, to me, is an act of Disrespect.

Again, no, responding in a manner that my instigate further disrespect is not advisable, but that's what happened. And i keep doubting myself, on this. Was i wrong to defend myself, in that manner? Was i just as rude and disrespectful as i accused others of being? Ultimately, questions only i can answer for myself.

Just a note, however, before moving on: Don't go into someone else's forum and mental context, thinking that you know better than they, how to complete their plans, understandings, and paradigms. Suggestions and Criticisms/Villifications are very different things. And it's always better to approach Me, at least, with questions first, if you don't understand something. I'm always more amiable to questions first. And yeah, that's an arrogant thing to suggest, that people approach me, in my journal, on terms which are amenable, or at least sympathetic to what i consider respectable...

No... Wait... That's courtesy...

Meh.