Feelings, today.

Front Line Assembly - [Plasticity]--- Mainly wanting to Kill. Ran into people i haven't seen, in a while. Makes me happy-ish. :) Dreamed Very Off Dreams, last night, that sparked the whole Me Wanting To Kill thing, and coloured the entire day.

Me playing/living a combination of American McGee's "Alice," and "Castlevania: Symphony of the Night." Alice running up stairs that were pages of a book. The stairs of a high-ish rise apartment, and the pages turned, as she ran, and she didn't get anywhere, but she DID, because the stair well, not her, turned, more slowly than she was running, and kind of propelled her upward. She got to the roof, and then was attacked by Things, like bats or spiders, or all of the above. (Save Ferris - [Spam]). They started crawling in her eyes, ears and mouth. Pan out to me, at the computer, talking to someone, watching her die, knowing she'd been betrayed. I was, then, immediately, in my basement, playing the GameCube, with people yelling at me, to get off of the computer, and out of the room, so they could play Shadow Run. Impression of me killing them, and/or them killing me. Sprinkle, throughout that, the impressions of a Movie theater, in the Mall, in my head, and people, and that being the basement of the apartment, up which Alice was running, and those were my dreams, last night.

Nine Inch Nails - [Hurt]--- So, i've been having a Lot more "Deja Vu," if you want to call it that. Sections of time, where i remember the future. Sense, smell, feel, hear, taste: memory, not some slightly off wiring. Like Something i've Done Before, a Long time ago. They're lasting longer, and involving a wider range of people and things... Hooray.

I'm going to Bed, now, and i may or may not tell you of my dreams, when i awake. Here's hoping i dream well, and don't wake up Exactly two minutes prior to my alarm going off, again. ^_^

Dream Well

Remember what i said about Waking Up?

Joan Osborne - [One Of Us]--- I made note, last night, that i would prefer not to wake up, consistently, 2 minutes before my alarm. So, today, my body decided to kindly oblige my wishes, and i did not, in fact, wake up 2 minutes prior ro my alarm. It was One Minute.

Dreams involved crowed, back-alley jazz bars with people i know running or working in them, in the combination DC Philly Atlanta, pointing michette to the centre of the city, and how she could always find it. Something about watching and talking to Invader Zim, and trying not to get taken over by aliens. Somethng important about snacks. A picture of mech_angel, in my copy of Gödel, Escher Bach, and me making sure to keep both of them, very safe. I felt like an old man, in that part. Going back to an outdoor bier garten type of place, and seeing someone who may have been a waitress, there, being drunk, and kind of making fun of me. Toward the end of the dream, i was killing the Pod People, before they could turn into actual people.

Mono - [Life In Mono]--- We watched a bit of "Invasion of the Body Snatchers," in Film History, yesterday. Combine that with my standard/current worry thoughts, and vìola. Anyway. Today i buy KMFDM tickets, and a Marta Card, for next month. Hooray!

Later, all.

{1.07: Collective Soul - [Shine]--- There was also something, in the dream, about walking past rows upon rows of Video Conference phones, but the picture quality was realy shitty, and the connection speed was laggy as hell. But these were the standard. Real, funtion, not the idealized. Hm.}

Well, there's another.

Tricky - [Makes Me Wanna Die]--- Rerun, from "What's Happenin'!," died...