May. 31st, 2002

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This occasion is too great not to take advantage of it, Wolven. You have brought together all the elements that will allow you to explain yourself, your methods and your points of view. The people you work with everyday will be receptive to all your great ideas. Don't worry about being nervous, those little shakes in your voice or in your hands will only give you more credibility...

I must say, i like the sound of that one. Now, all i have to do is make sure that the manager is there, tomorrow... If so, then All Is Well. Also, i need to be able to get there, tomorrow... That can be taken care of, any number of ways. Hmm. In all, it sounds rather promising.

The plan, as i see it, consists of This: I create the framework, for which i am looking, present said framework to those around me (Read: That Within Me), which would be able to manifest this, into being, Reap the benefits, prepare myself for the down side, and Live. When i think about this, it slots in perfectly, with the rest of my life, and i thereby know it to be true... This seem like faulty logic to anyone? Then i would ask a simple favour, of you all:

Look at your life. Look at all the decisions you have ever made. Look at all the things and pieces of infor mation with which you have ever been presented, those which you eventually deemed to be True, and those which you eventually deemed to be Not True. Now, with these things firmly in mind, think for me of the ones which were deemed Not True. Why were they Not True? Because they did not mesh with the gain and flow of your life, and therefore had to be Not True. That which was deemed True had the opposite consideration. It Fitted. It meshed and melded with that which you knew, prior, to be Also True, therefore it was True. The differing factors, here, if there can be said to be any, are the sources.

Most take their points of reference for Prior Truth from outside sources; the world around them. They only Subconsciously factor in the inside, and thereby Create/Use Quality. The Self, in my operations, is the First thing to be consulted. When the outside world does not mesh with what's inside of Me, then there must be a change in the Outside. Not the In. So when i look at my choices, and decisions, i start from what meshes, with me.

Anyway, That's my evening's rant on Quality, and Creation. I should probably go, and make sure that all the things i need, get done. On that note, Good night, kids.

Dream Well
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Salif Keita - [Tomorrow]--- Dreams about people, and about Creation. Also something about a Boa Constrictor. Armitage, you may want to look into that. After the first part of my sleep, and before i worked on Creation, There was a scene with me, Devin, and Armitage at a mall... We looked over one of the guard rails, down to the first floor, and part of us went down there. Not out entire consciousness, but some of it. Then there was the bit about the the Boa, and then i went and created, briefly, then i woke up.

Stone Edge - [Stonage]--- And i think i just found some of Armitage's hair.. Still teleporting, in and out of DreamSpace. Blah. (Stone Edge - [Zo Laret (It Is Said)]). Let's see if my horror scope was right, for today, and try and convince the manager of the place that i want to work to A) be there and B) hire me. And that's another thing: i dreamed that i wished on a Dream Star....

Stone Edge - [Kervador]--- I have no idea what that would do, because i haven't done it, before, but i feel lighter, somehow. Not so stressed out about Anything... Willing to merely let all the extranious shite come, if that's what it takes for me to get this other shit done. I feel really good. I don't know how long it will last, but... Kidding *smirk*. Also, i'm pretty sure the lighter feeling has to do with the fact that I watched Office Space, shortly before going to bed... what a great movie. Heheheh

Stone Edge - [Ultra Breizh]--- Well, i'm basically only killing tyme, on here. I should go eat some food, or something. I'll be back later.

Day Dream
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So the manager wasn't there, again. This is working out poorly... I'm not liking this at all. Blah blah blah. Screw this noise. I'm going to go apply, online, at kinkos. Not my dream job, but... hahahahaha.... i couldn't even finish that sentence. The sheer absurdity of it got to me.. LOL. MY Dream Job. HAH!

All i want is a Job. Something that i can Enjoy doing, and that won't become mind-numbingly repetitive. I've done the mind-numbing repetitiveness, before, and i've had a job I've hated, before. My hosting job at Mick's was tolerable, but i would like something that i can Enjoy. Is it really that hard? Book Store. Books. Wolven. Wolven+Books+Book Store= Money and Enjoyability... Means... Means to an end. I need a car, a driver's license, and a job. The former will greatly aid the latter. So, where's the justice? Where's the love? Again, where's my donut?

Fuck it. Donnie Darko's on in the background, and i have things i could be doing, besides bitching. So i'm going to go do them.

Bye.

Dream
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My name is : Wolven

I may seem : Angry, Depressed, Angst-filled

But I'm really : Just trying to Get Shit Done.

People who know me think I'm: Fucked in the Head. And Tragic.

If you knew me you'd probably: Wish you didn't, at least once.

Sometimes I feel: Like nothing i do will work out, and like i'll never be happy.

My days consist of: Looking for work, trying to create a new facet of this reality from another reality, looking for a job, and Trying to influence the things i want/need.

In the morning I: Pull the covers back over my head/Roll out of bed, come online, sit around and wonder.

I like to sleep: "late. Then I can stay up late." i agree.


If I could be with anyone right now I would be with: Myself. Or Loki. Or any number of people. Ultimately the person i'm trying to create. (Still Sounds Crazy.)

Money is: Necessary, but not good.

One thing I wish I had is: a Job.

One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: a personality that easily falls into pessimism, if i don't regulate it. But even that, i like. And if i didn't like it, that much, i'd change it.

All you need is: belief in yourself.

All I need is: the ability to do the things i'm trying to do.

If I had one wish it would be: To have my Creation go well.

Love is: Full Acceptance and Complimentary Personalities. Also, elusive.

If an angel flew into my window at night I would: Figure out which one it was, then ask it what the hell it wanted.

If a demon crashed into my window I would: ask it why it wasn't at the office.

Something I want but I don't really need is: ........

Something I need but I don't really want is: ...........

I live for: Creation, Destruction, Teaching, Delivering Messages.

I dare you all to: "to believe there is more than this physical reality." Agreed, and Added "and to believe in yourself."

I am afraid of: Not being able to Function.

It makes me angry when: my plans go utterly wrong, and there's no hope/help in sight.

I dream about: everything. Being Happy.

I daydream about: Having wings. Being Happy. Being with someone with whom things can be even.

Oh, yeah,

May. 31st, 2002 03:26 pm
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And on top of it all, my boot lace broke, today.

Just thought i'd toss that one in, too.
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Then FUCK OFF.

Oingo Boingo - [Dead Man's Party (party 'til You're Dead Mix)]--- I'm tired of bitching, i'm tired of moaning, and i'm tired of other people's problems with other people being brought to me, so that i may... Well i don't fucking know what People expect me to do about it. You want a problem resolved? Go Fucking Resolve It! I'm not going to be able to wave some fucking majik wand and POOF! your problems are gone! That's YOUR job, fuckass.

So, know that this is directed at anyone who feels the need to blatantly complain at me that they don't like what so-and-so is doing, or that they wish so-and-so would stop doing whateverthefuck. WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME?! And why can you bitch and moan at me, all damn day, about Someone Else, but you can't talk to me abotu the problems you have With Me?! FUCK you. You cowardly, pissant SHIT! Grow some Guts, and a fucking Spine, and handle a situation like a fucking Sane Indivdual, for your father's sake!!

Oingo Boingo - [Winning Side]--- SHIT! Cowards! Fucknuts hiding behind Facades! Fuck ALL of you! If you feel the need to persue a back handed and deceptive course of action, please do me the pleasure and grace of staying the fuck out of my line of sight while doing it. Otherwise i might projectile vomit out of every orifice, and mess up your nice shoes.

Fuck You.
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Linkin Park - [In the End]--- Tenken has puppies. Kitties. Whatever. Grandchildren. Wonder where he found her. I'm happy for him.

And most of you have no idea what i'm talking about. Heh. Maybe i'll explain later. Probably not. Later.
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