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May. 18th, 2002
Tainted Donuts.
May. 18th, 2002 11:15 amMy dreams were intricate, sporadic, choppy, and layered. The majority of the tyme was spent waking up, and going back to sleep, and striving to remember the things that had just happened. This lead to every part being interwoven, but oddly. Yoda, and the Smurfs were there, somewhere. Nearly every person with whom i interacted, physically, yesterday, was there. A few of the people with whom i had phone conversations. Let's do this.
i'm on the Bebop, again, with Spike, and Ed, and Jet, and we're talking about how we need money, and Jet is being all Fatherly, towards Ed. Ein is off in the background, taking care of himself, but still keeping everyone out of trouble.
Vash the Stampede and his brother Knives are talking about why they can't destroy each other, and Vash has his arm-gun out and loaded, and Knives whispers into his ear "Because I'm your brother."
I'm supposed to be meeting Armitage and Alexis at Cafe Innovox, which is now in the Shopping centre across the street and two blocks up.
I'm in front of the Avondale Steel Mill, which is now on the desert island/Paris/New Orleans backdrop, from before. I'm with Devin and Rosie, Discussing where to go and what to do. They decide that they are going to go home, and i realise that i have to go to one of my old apartments, to take care of some cats. There's a feeling of Smurfs.
i'm at the apartment my aunt lived in, in Oaktree, and i'm taking care of my friend Jeremy's cats. His sister is wandering around in the background. I talk to the cats about the last tyme i took care of them, and how that was. Within the past three places i've been, i distinctly feel Hell. Sam and Misty show up, and we talk, briefly.
Yoda talks at me, and Spike, from the background. Everything else is fuzzy, except the definte, and all-impoirtant feeling of connection through everything. I wake up
That last part is very important... It wouldn't leave me alone, till i wrote it... And yes, i know that everything is interconnected. i'm sure that people who read this are getting the gist of it, too. i'm going to go to a picnic, now.
Day Dream Believer
i'm on the Bebop, again, with Spike, and Ed, and Jet, and we're talking about how we need money, and Jet is being all Fatherly, towards Ed. Ein is off in the background, taking care of himself, but still keeping everyone out of trouble.
Vash the Stampede and his brother Knives are talking about why they can't destroy each other, and Vash has his arm-gun out and loaded, and Knives whispers into his ear "Because I'm your brother."
I'm supposed to be meeting Armitage and Alexis at Cafe Innovox, which is now in the Shopping centre across the street and two blocks up.
I'm in front of the Avondale Steel Mill, which is now on the desert island/Paris/New Orleans backdrop, from before. I'm with Devin and Rosie, Discussing where to go and what to do. They decide that they are going to go home, and i realise that i have to go to one of my old apartments, to take care of some cats. There's a feeling of Smurfs.
i'm at the apartment my aunt lived in, in Oaktree, and i'm taking care of my friend Jeremy's cats. His sister is wandering around in the background. I talk to the cats about the last tyme i took care of them, and how that was. Within the past three places i've been, i distinctly feel Hell. Sam and Misty show up, and we talk, briefly.
Yoda talks at me, and Spike, from the background. Everything else is fuzzy, except the definte, and all-impoirtant feeling of connection through everything. I wake up
That last part is very important... It wouldn't leave me alone, till i wrote it... And yes, i know that everything is interconnected. i'm sure that people who read this are getting the gist of it, too. i'm going to go to a picnic, now.
Day Dream Believer
Days upon days.
May. 18th, 2002 11:40 pmBjork - [Scatterheart]--- Well, went to the Vox end of the year picnic, today, and saw some people i hadn't seen, in a while. That was nice. Then i hung around Centennial Olympic Park, for hors, and then i went to Little Five Points, to eet someone.
When i got there, i was early, so i went into Criminal Records, and i made a store run, for the counter crew. Then i read some JTHM, and i left, and met the person i was supposed to meet. We had dinner, at Savage Pizza, and we talked for hours. She kept trying to get me to initiate conversation. (Bjork Thom Yorke - [Seen It All]). i finally told her that i don't initiate conversation, much. She, of course, asked me why. So i told her. I told her that, generally, i dont' think that people are going to want to talk about the things on my mind. I generally open conversations with topics like Metaphysics, and self-actualisation, and things like that, and i can go into that, as easily as conversations about books, or movies, or TV. I don't like to bitch and moan, if there's no action i can take, and i don't like to talk about my problems, unless people specifically ask me. It saves on me talking to people about something they'd rather not hear. Also, i told her, i tend to make people uncomfortable, with my topics of conversations. She, much to her later chagrin, asked me what i meant.
Now, for reference, this is someone whom i was, at one point, interested in dating, and waas seriously persuing said want. She knows this. So i say to her, after laughing, gently, briefly, "Well for instance, let's take our current situation. (Bjork - [New World] ). I could, just for instance, ask you why we never dated, and why &c., &c., &c. And i could go on for minutes, days, and hours, about that. But i'm pretty sure you don't want to talk about that, and i don't know if it would make you uncomfortable, or if you would just rather leave that whole thing alone. So i don't initiate conversation, much." She laughed, and i laughed, because it was funny.
She didn't try to get me to initiate conversation, again, for the rest of the evening.
Bjork - [Overture]--- After that, we made our way to the Marta station, and continued talking, sporadically. We hugged our goodbyes, and i got on my train. I got off the train, four stops later, and waited for the bus. I waited for 30 or 45 minutes. During this whole tyme, i really need to go to the bathroom. So i decided to check the Schedule. It turns out that the bus for which i am waiting doesn't run, after 9pm, on Saturdays. It is, at that point, 10.20. *twitch* So i call my house COLLECT, because i don't have any change, and tell people. I wait another 25 minutes, and then i go with myroomate to the Kroger, while he shops, and i use the bathroom. Then i got home, and made a phone call, then i was here.
Bjork & Catherine Devanue - [Cvalda]--- Fun, no? So here i am, and here I go. I'm off, for a bit. I may be back later.
Later
When i got there, i was early, so i went into Criminal Records, and i made a store run, for the counter crew. Then i read some JTHM, and i left, and met the person i was supposed to meet. We had dinner, at Savage Pizza, and we talked for hours. She kept trying to get me to initiate conversation. (Bjork Thom Yorke - [Seen It All]). i finally told her that i don't initiate conversation, much. She, of course, asked me why. So i told her. I told her that, generally, i dont' think that people are going to want to talk about the things on my mind. I generally open conversations with topics like Metaphysics, and self-actualisation, and things like that, and i can go into that, as easily as conversations about books, or movies, or TV. I don't like to bitch and moan, if there's no action i can take, and i don't like to talk about my problems, unless people specifically ask me. It saves on me talking to people about something they'd rather not hear. Also, i told her, i tend to make people uncomfortable, with my topics of conversations. She, much to her later chagrin, asked me what i meant.
Now, for reference, this is someone whom i was, at one point, interested in dating, and waas seriously persuing said want. She knows this. So i say to her, after laughing, gently, briefly, "Well for instance, let's take our current situation. (Bjork - [New World] ). I could, just for instance, ask you why we never dated, and why &c., &c., &c. And i could go on for minutes, days, and hours, about that. But i'm pretty sure you don't want to talk about that, and i don't know if it would make you uncomfortable, or if you would just rather leave that whole thing alone. So i don't initiate conversation, much." She laughed, and i laughed, because it was funny.
She didn't try to get me to initiate conversation, again, for the rest of the evening.
Bjork - [Overture]--- After that, we made our way to the Marta station, and continued talking, sporadically. We hugged our goodbyes, and i got on my train. I got off the train, four stops later, and waited for the bus. I waited for 30 or 45 minutes. During this whole tyme, i really need to go to the bathroom. So i decided to check the Schedule. It turns out that the bus for which i am waiting doesn't run, after 9pm, on Saturdays. It is, at that point, 10.20. *twitch* So i call my house COLLECT, because i don't have any change, and tell people. I wait another 25 minutes, and then i go with myroomate to the Kroger, while he shops, and i use the bathroom. Then i got home, and made a phone call, then i was here.
Bjork & Catherine Devanue - [Cvalda]--- Fun, no? So here i am, and here I go. I'm off, for a bit. I may be back later.
Later