Death Makes With the Good....

And that's all i want to say about that, right now. i have driving lessons in the morning, at 9, so i need to go to bed soon, but i don't think that's going to happen. *sigh* i need a Depressed icon. i have Regular, Angry, and i want a Depressed. i'm gone. Later.

HEY! Maybe i'll get to violently yell at or Maim someone today! Huh?! YEAH!

Adema - [Giving In]--- Dreams of riding marta for days on end to get to school, and of teaching Dancy Flammarion how to affect change in the world around her. *Sigh* Too much Threshold for this boy... Felt like a Half Horn/ Half Ivory Dream, though, so it had this creepy real but not feeling. i didn't go driving, today, as you can see. i felt like shit when i woke up, so i called and rescheduled the lesson for tomorrow, which means that i get to go to bed at 12. And now i get to go to school.... heh. heheh. heheheheheheheheheheheheheheh.....

Test today. i'm going to be My Self at anyone who pisses me off, today. But i'll be My Self at anyone who makes me happy, too. So basically, i'm simlpy being My Self. Heheheh...

The Changelings - [Flowers Cover Your Eyes]--- In other news: Satan SMASH!! i'm going to class now. Get Bent. Best Wishes. Day Dream Well

*sigh*

Yeah... So, apearantly, according to some other people in my life, i'm an arrogant, ignorant, uninformed, pissant of a know-nothing, know-it-all, messiah-complexed, immature, self-righteous, whiney, over-/underestimating, unfeeling, bitchy jackass who doesn't take in and try to understand the goodnessof life, and who only focuses on the Bad, and the cynical.

Did i miss anything?

Now, with that out of the way, on the bigger and better things.

Or, in the words of the Monty Python crew: "And now for something Completely Different. A Nun riding a Unicycle." Wait, no, that's not right. Ah yes: The Bee-bil.

In the Bible during the whole During the First part of Genesis, meaning Eden and Such, and the all of Revelations, if you think of the whole thing as some sort of Squaked up Fever Dream, it all makes sense. Yeah, ok, Revelations we know that John was eating Odd Plants in the Desert, and then he saw some stuff, But think of Eden as like... You just wake up from a dream, and you're not quite totally awake, and things are influencing you and your mental state. So everything's still a little surreal. Things are happen Later and Before and At the Same Tyme, ALL At The Same Tyme. Angels, and Lilith, and Nephelhim (Niflheim: "Region of Ever lasting cold and endless Night" http://www.iop.com/~bynoe/Mythos1.htm ) and beginnings and endings and middles.

i don't know. i thought about it earlier, and it all made a lot more sense. Oh, and that's another thing, if it doesn't make sense to you, then it's not your Truth. Go read the Statement of Reality, and read "Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance." Quality is not SIMPLY what ever you like. Quality is Just(ly) Whatever you like.

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Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well

A Recap, Edited For Content:

"7.24.01
"Sometymes... life is just Shit.

"...This mood is the fault of People. These things that crawl around this planet, wearing Human Suits. People, who can look like anything and anyone you know-- Friends, Family, Enemies. People. Who spew their venom and stupidity and Bullshit all across this Reality and make it such that one cannot WALK for all the FILTH! PEOPLE! Who make you CARE and Feel for them... so that it Hurts you when they hurt themselves... People...

"i want to remove the People from this planet. But i can't. We all get a case of Peopleness, every now and again. Some would say that i have a case, right now. But the Human Beings, the things that can see and Appreciate each other and Themselves... even they can be afflicted.

"It hurts, so much, watching the People fall on their asses. But help, solicited, or otherwise, is generally met with scorn and resentment, from the people contingent. This makes it hard for me to operate, in context...."

That's That. The mood picture is for the post, not my actual mood. Also, keep in mind, what some see as "Peopleness" others see as "Being." And it's sad when we see things we don't like. That's why we grow.

Dream Well