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"nodding as if
there are a thousand stories
to prove such things are always happening."
- Excerpt from "Tale," by Ger Killeen

Marilyn Manson - [The Reflection of God]--- So, there seems to be a note, recently of people either taking the things i say as "So Me," or people not believing a damned word from my mouth. There are things that i say, i know, that most people think of as mere talk, hyperbole, flattery, and nothingness... I mean them All. Why would i Speak, why would i MAKE NOTE, if i didn't mean the things i said? If i didn't Care about what i wrote? Where, on my personality, is the sign that says "Hyperbole and Conjecture For Sale," or the one that says "Will Flatter For Attention"? Because, obviously, i've missed them. I don't give Empty words, and if there's no Meaning in the words, i Don't Speak Them.

I talk about cannibalism, and people laugh. There was one person who actually came out and said what so many Knew: "But, then, you'd be a cannibal, if there weren't socially inappropriate repercussions." And yes. I would. If i could do it, without the worry of going to jail, i'd eat people.(Marilyn Manson - [Man That You Fear]). But i don't, cause i would. And i hate jail. But that urge and the thing that makes me Speak of it, is True. Make no mistake. My kinks, my spoken words, my half-jests... all have rootings in Truth. And i'm STILL tryuing to make people see it and understand it, after all these Fucking years. After Grady. After the Talk that leads me, invariably, to some sort of Action. After the complaints about people not meaning what they say, saying what they mean, and practicing what they preach....

After all that, i still have to explain to people that, if i didn't mean it... i wouldn't SAY it.

"When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed."

Bah..

Date: 2002-12-09 09:09 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
At least people don't say you're 'cute when you're angry'. You have no idea how disheartening it is when your fieriest rages are CUTE to someone.
-Mech

Re: Bah..

Date: 2002-12-09 02:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
Actually i do.. Which is why i, now, go for the quiet seething anger, and the calculated revenge. Explosions are a Special occassion thing, now... For when something hasn't gotten the hint the first few times.

Re: Bah..

Date: 2002-12-09 02:53 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Heh. I'm not good at that. I'm much better at reading subtle than I am at actually being it...
-Mech

Re: Bah..

Date: 2002-12-09 03:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
then try Calculated Explosions

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