Join the godsdamned tea party, Alice....
Jan. 14th, 2002 10:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7People disagree with me, quite often, on my methods of behaviour, and ways of approaching a problem. While i understand that, as a rule, this sort of criticism is generally meant to be helpful, it happens so often, and from so many sides, that i cannot help but wonder if i'm often simply WRONG. And perhaps i am. But the other options don't mesh, in my head. Why don't i move the contents around so they mesh, you say? Because there's only so much of that that can be done, before you aren't you anymore.
And i mesh and move, within the only limitation i place on myself: The limitation of BEING MYSELF. i don't like pretending to be someone i'm not. If i do roleplaying games, i like to make the character as close to me, as possible. This is usually difficult, when dealing with the rules the games impose on you, therefore, i don't often play. But i digress. i approach a situation out of anger, if it angers me. i approach it calmly if i can. But, very VERY often, no one listens either way, and then i yell...
Yesterday, i was reading something i wrote a long tyme ago, and i was talking about the same themes, today; namely being ignored. Now, if i simply walk into a situation, where people don't know me from Cain, i'd like to think that they would at least bring me up to speed. i don't expect them to listen to me and all of my whacked out theorems. On the other hand, if people ASK me to speak on something or another, or if i've given warning to that extent, and they stay, i'd apreciate being listened to.
This is my livejournal. This is where i rant/talk/expound/pose query, &c. Soon it will be integrated into my webpage, where i shall rant, and expound and ponder, in a much more Grandiose fashion. Deal with it. If you disagree, wündervoll.
i'm Sure that anyone who disagrees has thought about it, and has tried to see my point, before raising theirs, right? Right???
Right.
And i mesh and move, within the only limitation i place on myself: The limitation of BEING MYSELF. i don't like pretending to be someone i'm not. If i do roleplaying games, i like to make the character as close to me, as possible. This is usually difficult, when dealing with the rules the games impose on you, therefore, i don't often play. But i digress. i approach a situation out of anger, if it angers me. i approach it calmly if i can. But, very VERY often, no one listens either way, and then i yell...
Yesterday, i was reading something i wrote a long tyme ago, and i was talking about the same themes, today; namely being ignored. Now, if i simply walk into a situation, where people don't know me from Cain, i'd like to think that they would at least bring me up to speed. i don't expect them to listen to me and all of my whacked out theorems. On the other hand, if people ASK me to speak on something or another, or if i've given warning to that extent, and they stay, i'd apreciate being listened to.
This is my livejournal. This is where i rant/talk/expound/pose query, &c. Soon it will be integrated into my webpage, where i shall rant, and expound and ponder, in a much more Grandiose fashion. Deal with it. If you disagree, wündervoll.
i'm Sure that anyone who disagrees has thought about it, and has tried to see my point, before raising theirs, right? Right???
Right.
