The warningsad whispers of Technology....
Oct. 20th, 2002 06:18 amFirstly: i'm hearing voices, coming from the computer speakers, and monitor. There's no CD in, and no other sound card. Period.
Secondly: Now, i'm PISSED. My boss just called me to say that the person on patrol and the person in gatehouse had to SWITCH, for some gods knows what reason, and i still haven't been properly bloodly traied on this shite. One hour of one evening's walking around saying "This goes here, then you go here, here, here, here, and here," is NOT going to help me with this fucking patrol shift. What the bloody fucking Hell is going on here? I haven't been Trained. I've been Side-Noted, for the love of hell. No "Here's What You Do." It's "Oh, by the way." This is me, trying to remember all the buildings, rooms, and halls to lock/unlock, having been shown them, Once. Briefly. If i fuck up, that's MY ass. FUCK THIS! Fuck it. Fuck it to hell and gone.
I am So Done.
And to think, i was starting to think about lightening up, and trying to see it their way.
Dream
Secondly: Now, i'm PISSED. My boss just called me to say that the person on patrol and the person in gatehouse had to SWITCH, for some gods knows what reason, and i still haven't been properly bloodly traied on this shite. One hour of one evening's walking around saying "This goes here, then you go here, here, here, here, and here," is NOT going to help me with this fucking patrol shift. What the bloody fucking Hell is going on here? I haven't been Trained. I've been Side-Noted, for the love of hell. No "Here's What You Do." It's "Oh, by the way." This is me, trying to remember all the buildings, rooms, and halls to lock/unlock, having been shown them, Once. Briefly. If i fuck up, that's MY ass. FUCK THIS! Fuck it. Fuck it to hell and gone.
I am So Done.
And to think, i was starting to think about lightening up, and trying to see it their way.
Dream
I'm sorry
Love you,
andrea
p.s-tell the voices i say "hi!"
Re: I'm sorry
Date: 2002-10-20 04:55 pm (UTC)Love you too.