Dreams and conversation

[wolven7]

Last night I had a dream that the entire Stargate SG-1 team was at a house party, somewhere in the Dunwoody/Perimeter area, and we found out that Daniel Jackson was the second coming of Jesus.

He seemed very surprised, by this.

Primus - [My Name Is Mud]--- Woke up with this song, stuck in my head.

What's up with you? Seriously. How's it going, here? What new thoughts are on your mind, that aren't worries, or fears, or anxieties?

What do hope for, right now? I promise not to crush it.

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[theapplethief.livejournal.com]

It's going well, I'm thinking that I should save up to go to New Orleans this summer- whether anyone wants to go or not. I think it'd be fun.

What about you?

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Been a little down, the past two days. Trying to stay motivated... You know. Stuff.

[raidingparty.livejournal.com]

Crunching and stretching. No growth without breaking the old mold. Lots of social theories that I'm not sure how to implement on a large scale, let alone whether I should.

Also, I keep coming back to "What would you do if you could do anything?" It's along the lines of playing a game in which there are a few ways to lose but no outside-delineated "win". (And even the 'lose' scenarios are somewhat subjective.)
... Great, I just Simmed myself.

Just dropped $1200 on car repairs, but I got a 12-month-interest-free credit card with them, so it's nicely manageable. Seriously looking at a Civic or Roadster, though. What's $100,000 between friends?

The most effective statement as far as making me feel on-track with the heart quest is "I can't wait to..." It easily overrides any ex-mopiness, makes me feel good and smile, and puts me on-cue rather than making demands of the universe (and the accompanying disappointment when the demands aren't fulfilled). The downsides are the potential for burnout, and the difficulty with maintaining such a state. I'm not sure about whether I should try exercising that magical muscle (snark) to be able to hold it longer.
I had talked about an interest in expressing gratitude 24/7 (or, at least for the portion for which you're conscious... probably seep into sleep as well,though) and the accompanying difficulty of 'projecting' all the time. I think this might be similar.

Nice bit on the trip back, from poing to poing I was imagining blazing out golden light, and not only working it on me but spilling the excess all over on the plants, the road, the nearby businesses, and so on. No force involved, but if anyone wants to use it, it'll be easier to grow new buds, or pick up the trash on the roadside, or bring in new parishioners. Same difficulty with "holding that position", though. Needs more exercise.