Still not feeling that great....
Jul. 28th, 2002 04:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Just had some fucked up dream about a throne room, and something like Disneyland... i don't really remember it. But i think my mind is trying to make me remember some palacial connection, and the idea of Flaming Spears... It's fucking with me.. i remembered it so clearly, a few minutes ago... Now it's all but gone...
i'm still not feeling too great about having decided to quit, and i could still really go for a smoke, but i've made my decision (Trying to convince Self, Here.), and i'm going to stick with it. Feh.. i didn't get to bed until 7 something this morning, due to talking to people, and all kinds of shit. Need more caffeine... need more money. Need a job.
I was supposed to be moving, since some time today, but i haven't heard from rob, at all. It's weird. i'm going to call him, and see if he's ok. Then i'll email him...
I feel so disconnected... So groggy... People are having great times, and experiences, around me, and i'm really happy for them, but i don't have the tyme to do those things, right now... Siht. But that's whining for another day.
Later.
Day Dream, for me.
i'm still not feeling too great about having decided to quit, and i could still really go for a smoke, but i've made my decision (Trying to convince Self, Here.), and i'm going to stick with it. Feh.. i didn't get to bed until 7 something this morning, due to talking to people, and all kinds of shit. Need more caffeine... need more money. Need a job.
I was supposed to be moving, since some time today, but i haven't heard from rob, at all. It's weird. i'm going to call him, and see if he's ok. Then i'll email him...
I feel so disconnected... So groggy... People are having great times, and experiences, around me, and i'm really happy for them, but i don't have the tyme to do those things, right now... Siht. But that's whining for another day.
Later.
Day Dream, for me.
