Past: Six of Pentacles
Present: Four of Cups (No shit)
Future: Nine of Swords (Crossed for clarification: Nine of Cups. And again: Knight of Cups.)
Blah. So i'm thinking about moving back to DC. It's simply a thought that's been running through my head, today. (Adema - [Giving In]). It seems like, since i've moved to GA, i've had an overabundance of Bullshit to deal with, and i'm raelly quite tired of it all. I've met some wonderful people here, and i would miss them, if i left, but there's no one, here, with whom i couldn't keep in touch. Phones, emails, instant messages, and online journals. All of them are wonderful things, and are beautiful examples of the age in which we live, and the extent to which we, as a species, will go in order to keep in touch with, and communicate with one another. So i'll use them, if that's what i have to do.
God Lives Underwater - [Happy]--- It's funny: the first tyme i ever really sat and listened to this song, was in a darkened room, with the only light, coming from my monitor. The mental images were of me, underwater, in a palace, where the geometry didn't make any Euclidian sense. That's when i really started believing in all the weird shit i do. It was so real, and i could feel the water going into my lungs, and out through gils. Then i saw the Throne. *whimsical sigh* But i digress. Back to the tarot reading, and my main point.
David Bowie - [I have Not Been to Oxford]--- i'm in a state of loss, now, whereas before, i was going through a period of sharing, and working together. In the future, i'll be looking at an unpleasant situation, but not shying away. I'll try to focus on the good, and i'll keep going, no matter what. Woohoo. I still need to figure out what the fuck i'm going to do. i may or may not stay in DC, but i know that, no matter what, i need a new place to live. (The Changelings - [Flowers Cover Your Eyes]). So, until i know what i'm going to, i'm going to drink. I have two days, until my mother gets back to DC, from Kalifornia, so, in that tyme, i will drink, think, and amass my contingency plans...
I've also decided that i'm tired of playing mind games with people. Nothing but straight up honesty, from now on, if i can help it. No more circuitous allusions. The girl i met, last night? (Beborn Beton - [Another World]). I simply went up to her and Asked her "If i asked you out, would you reject me?" When she said that she wouldn't, i asked her out. It was an honest question, and i wanted to know. Not a ploy. So we keep it going, until it kills me, or causes me horrible pain. Indeed.
Ta ta.
Day Dream
Present: Four of Cups (No shit)
Future: Nine of Swords (Crossed for clarification: Nine of Cups. And again: Knight of Cups.)
Blah. So i'm thinking about moving back to DC. It's simply a thought that's been running through my head, today. (Adema - [Giving In]). It seems like, since i've moved to GA, i've had an overabundance of Bullshit to deal with, and i'm raelly quite tired of it all. I've met some wonderful people here, and i would miss them, if i left, but there's no one, here, with whom i couldn't keep in touch. Phones, emails, instant messages, and online journals. All of them are wonderful things, and are beautiful examples of the age in which we live, and the extent to which we, as a species, will go in order to keep in touch with, and communicate with one another. So i'll use them, if that's what i have to do.
God Lives Underwater - [Happy]--- It's funny: the first tyme i ever really sat and listened to this song, was in a darkened room, with the only light, coming from my monitor. The mental images were of me, underwater, in a palace, where the geometry didn't make any Euclidian sense. That's when i really started believing in all the weird shit i do. It was so real, and i could feel the water going into my lungs, and out through gils. Then i saw the Throne. *whimsical sigh* But i digress. Back to the tarot reading, and my main point.
David Bowie - [I have Not Been to Oxford]--- i'm in a state of loss, now, whereas before, i was going through a period of sharing, and working together. In the future, i'll be looking at an unpleasant situation, but not shying away. I'll try to focus on the good, and i'll keep going, no matter what. Woohoo. I still need to figure out what the fuck i'm going to do. i may or may not stay in DC, but i know that, no matter what, i need a new place to live. (The Changelings - [Flowers Cover Your Eyes]). So, until i know what i'm going to, i'm going to drink. I have two days, until my mother gets back to DC, from Kalifornia, so, in that tyme, i will drink, think, and amass my contingency plans...
I've also decided that i'm tired of playing mind games with people. Nothing but straight up honesty, from now on, if i can help it. No more circuitous allusions. The girl i met, last night? (Beborn Beton - [Another World]). I simply went up to her and Asked her "If i asked you out, would you reject me?" When she said that she wouldn't, i asked her out. It was an honest question, and i wanted to know. Not a ploy. So we keep it going, until it kills me, or causes me horrible pain. Indeed.
Ta ta.
Day Dream
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Date: 2002-07-06 10:13 pm (UTC)President Park
Curse You Snacks!! CURSE YOU!!!!!!
Date: 2002-07-07 11:42 am (UTC)It says "Kill Your Pretty Face"!
Mars Face
Both were found when i GIS'd for "Kill your face"....i dunno
Re: President Park