Conversation.....
Dec. 29th, 2001 03:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7"This is the universe which created itself, which is me, who became aware, when i opened my eyes, and took control."
********: how do you differentiate between dreams and reality?
Damien667: went to bring your window to the top, hit the close button
Damien667: i don't
Damien667: they are different parts of each other
********: Atta boy.
Damien667: dreams are when i lay down
Damien667: "reality" is when i sit up
********: How much do "normal" people bother you?
Damien667: what's normal?
********: ((maybe the geographical term of normal is different...))
********: You're typical superficial, ditzy, careless..
Damien667: if by normal you mean the people who don't listen, hear, think or act, then Very very much
********: do you tune them out, or just "accept things" the way they are?
Damien667: i try to purvey understanding
Damien667: brb
Damien667: back
********: your "statements of reality" - how long ago did you write that?
Damien667: almost three years, now
********: because they would know everything and, sometymes, not knowing everything is the only thing that makes it OK.
Damien667: it's true
********: Yup.
Damien667: but i still don't see that as an excuse
********: No, but it makes a convenient one for the "norm"...
********: fear.
Damien667: true
********: I can't deny it either.
********: Otherwise I'd be living differently, but who is to say which is better..how much do you believe those decisions are based within "free reign" and that which is "God's will"?
Damien667: i try to limit my using of it, as much as possible
Damien667: .......
Damien667: i don't know how to answer that question
********: try?
Damien667: i don't believe that, if we put enough effort forth, ANY will can supersceed our own
********: did God give you that?
Damien667: i gave me that.
********: as in "this is a drama, I cast the characters and watch what they do..."
Damien667: as in "This is the universe which created itself, which is me, who became aware, when i opened my eyes, and took control."
********: In what context do you believe in God?
********: or don't you?
Damien667: i believe in Several gods
Damien667: meaning that i believe that they exist
********: But not that you are the product of a God's creation?
********: What's their role?
Damien667: to be believed in
Damien667: and in being believed in, cause things to happen
********: merely that and nothing more?
********: cause things to happen?
********: just because they are believed in?
Damien667: Lightning, luck, rain, crops, the seasons, etc.
Damien667: Yes
********: As in its a production created by itself manifested through one's own perception of what GOD is?
********: ahhhh
********: You consider yourself religious, or just philosophical and self-aware?
Damien667: The book American Gods is very good on this subject and Neil Gaiman covered it better than i would
Damien667: i consider myself Spiritual
Damien667: not Religious
********: I see.
********: I think that's a better quality to possess.
This is a conversation i had, tonyte, with someone i hadn't talked to in nearly a year and one half. She seems to be trying to understand something about herself... or re-accquaint herself with what she once knew.... Which ever it was, we got a kick arse conversation out of it. Hm... don't really know why i posted it.... found it telling of my life... of sorts. People every day = weird communications. People i barely see EVER = interesting easy in depth communications. Not a good blanket statement, of course, but works, for our purposes, here.
********: how do you differentiate between dreams and reality?
Damien667: went to bring your window to the top, hit the close button
Damien667: i don't
Damien667: they are different parts of each other
********: Atta boy.
Damien667: dreams are when i lay down
Damien667: "reality" is when i sit up
********: How much do "normal" people bother you?
Damien667: what's normal?
********: ((maybe the geographical term of normal is different...))
********: You're typical superficial, ditzy, careless..
Damien667: if by normal you mean the people who don't listen, hear, think or act, then Very very much
********: do you tune them out, or just "accept things" the way they are?
Damien667: i try to purvey understanding
Damien667: brb
Damien667: back
********: your "statements of reality" - how long ago did you write that?
Damien667: almost three years, now
********: because they would know everything and, sometymes, not knowing everything is the only thing that makes it OK.
Damien667: it's true
********: Yup.
Damien667: but i still don't see that as an excuse
********: No, but it makes a convenient one for the "norm"...
********: fear.
Damien667: true
********: I can't deny it either.
********: Otherwise I'd be living differently, but who is to say which is better..how much do you believe those decisions are based within "free reign" and that which is "God's will"?
Damien667: i try to limit my using of it, as much as possible
Damien667: .......
Damien667: i don't know how to answer that question
********: try?
Damien667: i don't believe that, if we put enough effort forth, ANY will can supersceed our own
********: did God give you that?
Damien667: i gave me that.
********: as in "this is a drama, I cast the characters and watch what they do..."
Damien667: as in "This is the universe which created itself, which is me, who became aware, when i opened my eyes, and took control."
********: In what context do you believe in God?
********: or don't you?
Damien667: i believe in Several gods
Damien667: meaning that i believe that they exist
********: But not that you are the product of a God's creation?
********: What's their role?
Damien667: to be believed in
Damien667: and in being believed in, cause things to happen
********: merely that and nothing more?
********: cause things to happen?
********: just because they are believed in?
Damien667: Lightning, luck, rain, crops, the seasons, etc.
Damien667: Yes
********: As in its a production created by itself manifested through one's own perception of what GOD is?
********: ahhhh
********: You consider yourself religious, or just philosophical and self-aware?
Damien667: The book American Gods is very good on this subject and Neil Gaiman covered it better than i would
Damien667: i consider myself Spiritual
Damien667: not Religious
********: I see.
********: I think that's a better quality to possess.
This is a conversation i had, tonyte, with someone i hadn't talked to in nearly a year and one half. She seems to be trying to understand something about herself... or re-accquaint herself with what she once knew.... Which ever it was, we got a kick arse conversation out of it. Hm... don't really know why i posted it.... found it telling of my life... of sorts. People every day = weird communications. People i barely see EVER = interesting easy in depth communications. Not a good blanket statement, of course, but works, for our purposes, here.
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Date: 2001-12-29 12:27 am (UTC)- I'm not sure if I ever knew to begin with. Whether we're born with that or whether our "mission" is to "find" it... I'm still not there...yet..